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Name: The
Country: United States
State: Illinois
Birthday: 9/19/1981
Gender: Male
Interests: Assisting Future Mob with raids and drinking tequila.
Expertise: Creating super powered girls and evil genius monkeys.
Occupation: Engineering
Industry: Research
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Member Since:
5/23/2003
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| I know it's been almost a year since I have posted anything and I have no excuse. What do you want from me? I'm the *M*F* professor.
Anyway... Here is the latest life update for me. There is a lot to report.
We
have come to a point where we are calling it quits with Emmaus. It's
really quite bittersweet. In many ways I'm relieved becuase this huge
weight has been lifted. Things were just not progressing and it really
is the best decision. I'm saddened by it, but I am looking forward to
moving on with life. If nothing else, I can know that God brought me
to this area and gave me a job with full health benefits and great
heart doctors. If God needed me to be here in order to get healthy, I
can be ok with that.
So, now what? Well, I dont really
know, so I am taking some time off to figure it out. I am moving to
Springfield IL and moving in with my friend Corey, which will be a good
time. I'm pretty excited about that. I am going to take some time to
rest and get very involved in a church to work on my media/technical
skills and prepare myself for a full time ministry position in the
future. I just need to find a job with normal hours and health
benefits. Hopefully, that wont be a problem. Surely, something will
come my way. (If anyone has any springfield area connections, feel
free to hook me up!)
I am moving this saturday so life is going to be crazy for a little while longer. Wish me luck! | | |
| Check out my scar! If you look closely you can see that I am
riddled with them because of my gall bladder surgery as well.
I suppose I will have to give up that swimsuit career.
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| I had open heart surgery recentely. I now have a prosthetic
aortic valve and I can hear it open and close. I tick like a
clock and it's kind of obnoxious.
I'm very sore... you know with being put in the chest spreader and all,
but I'll live and that's more than I could say before my surgery.
Utonium Out
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| Things have greatly progressed, to say the least. I am completely
amazed at how fast my life has gone in the past week. Tuesday morning,
everything was normal, and the biggest worry of my life at the moment
was some stupid sale we are having at work. Since then, my doctor
immediately calls me to his office, he orders a STAT angiogram (which
is a whole other story all in itself), I visit a cardiologist the next
day, then go see a surgeon today, and finally I am scheduled to have
open heart surgery this wednesday the 9th.
Suddenly, work stress and problems are no longer much of a worry to me anymore.
Frankly,
I am completely terrified to have this procedure. I am anxious to just
get it done and over with so that I dont have it hanging over my head
anymore, but the thought of it being so close is sort of disconcerting.
Please pray for me that day and for a speedy recovery in which
I dont go insane with boredom. Also pray for my own peace of mind that
God is in complete control. | | |
| As I look back at my life, I feel like there has never been a time in
which I have needed prayer more than I do right now. I don't like being
the one in need. I do not play that role very well. I would much rather
be independent. I am usually the one that is consoling others. I don't
like this position that I am in.
Friday I had my yearly
routine heart check up becuase I have a silly aortic valve. I have had
these tests all of my life and they have always been routine. When I
had my last test in 04 everything was reletively fine. My heart was
still very leaky but it was really nothing to worry about. Well, I got
my results of my test back today and things are not looking quite as
well. Since my last test my heart has become severly enlarged and is
only working at 60% of what it should be. I basically have the heart
functions of a 60 year old man, and I am only 24. More than likely I
will be having open heart surgery to have a synthetic valve put in my
heart to regulate the size of it. I dont know when it will be until I
see my cardiologist in two weeks.
To say that I am terrified
would be a gross understatement. I hate that this is something that I
cannot control. I hate that I cant handle this on my own, yet I am so
incredibly blessed to have people in my life that will lift me up in my
time of need. For those of you who read this, I ask for your prayers.
Pray for wisdom for the doctors, pray that I can be healthy again, pray
that I can pay my bills as I will be off work for some time... just
pray.
pray | | |
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